Walking an hour a day: I have been walking for the last couple of weeks at least an hour a day. It is making a huge difference in my life. I have to fight with myself, or rather to stop myself from wishing I had been doing this the last 30+ years! "This" being SELF-CARE. Feeling worthy of taking care of myself as I have always tried to take care of others. Although that is a loaded topic.
Someone I had a volatile connection with, once told me that "We teach people how to treat us." and he was so right. In hindsight, we sparred because in so many ways we were the same in so many ways - broken as kids and struggling as adults. I look forward to writing here. I have been unpacking memories over the last 17 days, sorting in piles, trying to figure out how to tell my story, but I have put that off till May.
I am obsessed with a project, and making it succeed where there is only failure. I need to do it, it has been the most challenging project of my life and one that put me through boot camp in so many ways, but here I am still standing. At the bottom of my e-mail signature, and at the top of my resume ( when I had one) I always said, "Where there is a will, there is ALWAYS a way." I need to draw on that now. The end game adrenalin is kicking in and I need success, not so much for me, but for the legacy of the project itself.
349 Days to 55!